Mundra

Is this a kinda hell that I’m going through
When I can’t even tell what you’re going through
I look after myself that’s what I’ve been told to do
And I can’t even tell cos when I’m phoning you You don’t even pick up or reply There’s something that you ain’t telling me I need to know why Is there another guy? did you mean what you told me Or were you just passing the time with me cos you were lonely
kinni vaari likhia si message tainu pehje a nhi
(I wrote you a message so many times but never sent it)
mera burra hoya haal tu ta vekheya nhi
(You haven’t seen how bad I’m doing)
jedi rabb si kolon mangi mere seth lai nhi si changi
(The one I asked God for wasn’t good for me)

I guess the karma I paid for the hearts that I break Was mine being broken I see an ocean of memories
Are frozen emotions I’m withholding I can’t share em with you Tell me what scarier than the truth
jede gal toh main darda si ohi hun ho gaye a
(What I was scared of has happened)
chadd ke adh vich reh gaye sadi story a
(Our story is left half told)
tainu yaad nhi aundi meri
(Don’t you think about me)
kitti mein koshish tainu bhulan di batheri
(I’ve tried so hard to forget you)
Where do we go? Where did we start? Where did we end?
From a stranger to a lover now your barely a friend You can’t compare me, did you even care in the end? Or was I just want something to brag about and share with your friends
Like look who I baggedI’m a giver so I gave and you just took what I had Ignoring me for days like who wouldn’t be mad All you did was make excuses why I shouldn’t be sad
That’s manipulation hiding from the shit you facin Karma never missed a payment Lies in every single statement Tell me how many times did I try I’ve been debating Should have listened when they told me that no woman needed saving
And you can’t save her the best apology is changed behaviour
And you can’t save her the only apology is changed behaviour