PTSD

WHAT ARE YOU HIDING BEHIND YOUR SMILES
WE LOOK SO TOUGH BUT WE ARE SO FRAGILE
ONE MOMENT I LAUGH THE NEXT SECOND I CRY
IT’S A NEW BALL GAME, I’M RUNIN OUTTA TIME

TICK-TICK, SOMETIMES, I THINK I’M A MISFIT
DIN BACHE “KAM” KAAFI “BADI” BADHI MERI WISHLIST
KANDHO PE LAGNE LAGA HAIN MERE BHAAR KYUN
DEMON BHI BOLE AB APNE TU DIN GIN DINN GINN

SAAL IKKIS, VAAPIS NA DEKHOON
JAB GHAR PE HALAAT THHE MERE BADE MUSHKIL
WITNESS ZINDAGI MEIN JO KIYA
TEZAAB THHA KHWABON PE TEST-THHA JAISE LITMUS

MAA BAAP THHE HASPATAAL MEIN, MILTE NA THHE
BILLS BHI AATE, RISHTEY NAATE KAAM KE NAHI AAYE
GIDGIDATE RABB KE AAGE, PAISA MERA HAATH BHI BANDHAY, RAATEIN KATT NAHI BHAI

HEY I GOT PTSD
FLASHBACK AATE HOW BAD IT GETS ME
MAIN JITNA BHULAUN THEY WON’T FORGET ME
THEY COME BACK AGAIN WHEN THE ROOM IS EMPTY

HEY I GOT PTSD
FLASHBACK AATE HOW BAD IT GETS ME
MAIN JITNA BHULAUN THEY WON’T FORGET ME
THEY COME BACK AGAIN WHEN THE ROOM IS EMPTY
AND JUST I HATED MY JOB
HATED MY CABIN AND HATED MY BOSS
CHHAT PE BAITH LETA MAUT KA JAAYEZA
IF I EVER LOOK DOWN, THEY TELL ME TO FALL

DOWN, SUKH NAHI HAIN MILTA BAZAARO BAZAARON MEIN
NANGI FILMO, LAMBI CARON MEIN
MEHENGI SHARAABON MEIN, BADE TYOHAARO MEIN
DIKHTI HAIN JAAN MUJHE MURDA INN LASHO MEIN

RAPPER TOH BANTE HAI COLD
ASAL MEIN SAARE HAIN VULNERABLE
TABLE PE BAATIEN NA HOTI KATHOR
BUT MOOD ALL CHANGES WHEN YOU TURN THE TABLE

BARS HAI “EMILY” INHE BOLUN BOLOON “BLUNTLY”
SABSE MASHOOR RAPPER BHI EFFED HAIN MENTALLY
BAITHE KARTE ENVY BADE CONFIDENTLY
KYA DISS SE BANENGE SAARE YAHAAN LEGENDARY?

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO MOCKERY BRO
JANTA BHI CHAHTI HAI LADD KE MARO
VIEWS HO CRORE, TOH DIKHTA NAHI KUCH
ANTT MEIN ARTIST KI HOTI HAIN MAUT

THERAPIST BOLA RAP MERI HAIN SEDATIVE
PEN KARO THOUGHT WHEN YOU FEEL SO NEGATIVE
I RHYME A LOT, WRITE A LOT, YAHAAN PE HAIN GRIND BOHOT BUT I ACTUALLY LOVE IT!

MAA BOLE JAB TAK
BEAT NAHI TODTA
ROTI NAHI TODNI
LIKHTE REH
SEEKH KI AUR BHI
JEET KI LOBH NAHI
SAATHI MILEY
HAATH DE AUR BHI
SAATH MEIN DAUD BHI
YAAD RAKH KALAM NAHI CHHODNI

BAATIEN NA BATA TU MUJHE
TAB TU CHADHA THHA KYUKI KYUNKI
PAPA KE PAISE AUR PAPA KE DUM PE
AAJ TERA BAAP MERI HEE LIKHAI DEKH
KARTA HAIN MUJHE APNE BETE SE COMPARE

CUT-THROAT GAME MEIN, READY TO CUT THROAT
UNKNOWN NAME SE BANUNGA WELL KNOWN
MERA PEN BANN GAYA JAISE ANYWHERE DOOR
POORI GAME KAROON FLIP, JAISE FRENCH TOAST

DELIVER KARUNGA
DUNGA SYLLABLE FAAD
MAIN CANNIBAL BANUNGA
AISE JAISE EDIBLE BARS
YEH MYTHICAL PALM SE
LIKHUNGA NAHI TYPICAL BARS
HO MIND FLIP MANO NOLAN
NE-HE HEE LIKHE HAIN BARS

HEY I GOT PTSD
FLASH-BACK AATEY HOW BAD IT GETS ME
MAIN JITNA BHULAUN THEY WON’T FORGET ME
THEY COME BACK AGAIN
HEY I GOT PTSD
FLASHBACK AATEY HOW BAD IT GETS ME
MAIN JITNA BHULAUN THEY WON’T FORGET ME
PAR AB HAIN RAP SAATH WHEN THE ROOM IS EMPTY
HEY I GOT PTSD
FLASHBACK AATEY HOW BAD IT GETS ME
MAIN JITNA BHULAUN THEY WON’T FORGET ME
PAR AB HAIN RAP SAATH WHEN THE ROOM IS EMPTY