Catch The Rain

Everyday I pray that all this pain will go away
I hold my faith and trust that God’s gonna lead the way
I know i’ll make it through the storm and through the rain
and I wont break until I see a brighter day

The pain never goes away
I suppress these feelings in my chest
then they move up to my neck and decapitate
I’m obsessed with time
I know I can’t get it back
So when I catch my head it’s only half the weight(wait)
I smile on sadder-days(saturdays)
The WEAKends when I strengthen and deactivate
And then Monday comes around
And I relive the same
This cycle is storm I chase
But I can’t seem to catch the rain

It’s war when I’m in the booth
Just me inside a room man this liquor always tells the truth
I got my phone inside my hand but I turn off my notification cause the sight of one could f*ck around and change my mood
I hit record
My life’s melodic pain they’ve never heard before
they get addicted to that sound and then I make them more and now I understand why they say when it rains it pours
Don’t want to live my life inside this cage
I’m stuck in retrograde
As history repeats itself I seclude myself and ask for SPACE i think I’m planted(planet) in this storm
But I can’t catch the rain cover up of mask the pain I think I gotta

The pain never goes away
I suppress these feelings in my chest then they move up to my neck and decapitate
I’m obsessed with time
I know i can’t get it back
So when I catch my head it’s only half the weight(wait)
I smile on sadder-days(saturdays)
The weekends when I strengthen and deactivate
And then Monday comes around
And I relive the same
This cycle is storm I chase
But I can’t seem to catch the rain

I’m having trouble getting used to me
Cause I remember how it used to be
I meet new people everyday and you see usually I don’t know if they like me or they’re motherF*cking using me and that’s why I’m just
Closed off and anti-social
In and out of conversations I’m compensating my musics my excuse to say I’m vocal
My greatest hits are my worst times compiled I bottled up then shared to the world and that what’s made them global
And that’s the f*cked up part popping prescriptions while giving vivid descriptions to people who clap listen while you stuck inside a prison slave to the algorithm cope with the mechanisms like liquor and chasing women
But that’s what they want
Then you wake up and it’s all over
life is nothing but a vapor once you blink you’re older, your heart gets colder
They metal in your mind the system you gave your whole lifetime implodes and starts to corrode ya
you looking over your shoulder thinking how you supposed to get through this life while being sober?
You lose composure get to drinking for the closure then you right back in the cycle where those motherf*ckas want you saying

The pain never goes away
I suppress these feelings in my chest then
they move up to my neck and decapitate
I’m obsessed with time
I know i can’t get it back
So when I catch my head it’s only half the weight(wait)
I smile on sadder-days(saturdays)
The weekends when I strengthen and deactivate
And then Monday comes around
And I relive the same
This cycle is storm I chase
But I can’t seem to catch the rain

Everyday I pray that all this pain will go away
I hold my faith and trust that God’s gonna lead the way
I know i’ll make it through the storm and through the rain
and I wont break until I see a brighter day