Need a break

Won’t you forget me now
Just for an hour or two
I don’t want that image of me
Burned into your memory

It won’t happen again I swear
I’ve heard it before you see
I wanna see what you preach
Turn into reality

What else can I do
Or tell you
To make you
Believe

Won’t you forget me now
Just for an hour or two
Let me destroy myself
It’s not like it’s something new

You know I just tried to help
That’s what you tell yourself
But the truth is way easier than this
You don’t like to see my tears

Feel the heat on my brain
Tell me does it feel the same to you
Tell me is it as hot outside
Cuz I haven’t left my head in a while now

I cannot be the only one
Who boils their mind
With guilt and shame for
Things no one knows they’ve done

I don’t think I can escape the pain
I guess

I need a break
From all these thoughts in my head
Would it help if I bled
Sweat and tears turning red

And if I gave up halfway
By my side would you stay
Would you love me anyway
Even if I won’t be the same

Won’t you remember me
By the smile that you once ignored
The one that I couldn’t withhold
That now is so rare to see

I hope by the time we meet
It won’t be so hard to tell
If the smile that I greet you with
Is the same as the one you know

I need a break
From all these thoughts in my head
Would it help if I bled
Sweat and tears turning red

And if I gave up halfway
By my side would you stay
Would you love me anyway
Even if I won’t be the same